For the first time in my life I have truly felt alone.
I don’t know how to find my way out of this labyrinth.
Holly? huh? My name is Poppy XD hahaha. Sure!! I would love too!! What’s your company?? Xxx
How is everyone? I know ive been away again for aaages.
So yeah, an update, hmm
Things are good. The main thing which is going on at the moment is starting music. I’ve started vocal and guitar lessons over the last month and absolutely loving it :) its a wonderful distraction from the stresses of everyday life right now and bringing my closer to people who I haven’t spend time with in a long time. A new way to be creative and feel like im actually achieving something. (wheyy)
I had a bit of a mad moment the other night, sat in front of the mirror and decided i needed a fresh change to help me push myself forwards. So I had scissors in one hand, comb in the other and gave my hair a chop. Ill upload a picture below. I do like it :) I feel different.
Things are slow at the moment in terms of modelling. Im concentrating mostly on relaunching my alternative hairdressing business. So i behind the camera rather than in front of it. Which to be honest I much prefer.
Plans for getting my own place this summer is still happening. and im doing as much as I can to build my clientèle and earn as much as I can. I also work at HMV now at the weekends. Which is what encouraged me to start music. I’ve only done a few shifts so far but its fantastic and the people are great.
Im also growing my pumpkins again for another year. The sunshine and rain has given them a wonderful boost!
Anyway, that’s all I can really update with right now. Here are some updated pictures :)